90 My Love Dog Jack

December 8 2015 morning 9 : 00

Jack is a dog the first anniversary of the death of my love

Time flies. Last year of today, in the morning I fed Jack food and he only ate a few bites of food. Then he drank a little water and went to sleep. I felt a burst of cold wind over my heart, I said to myself, Jack please don’t leave me today. Jack never woke up and I realized my long time dog has passed. I was so sad and it felt like a knife in my heart. I cried so much and felt a loss of hope.

One year later, I still miss Jack and reminisce about the memories. Looking back that long seventeen years, Jack accompanied me and was my shadow, my smile, and he brought me happiness. He was my soulmate and my life long friend. I will never forget the past and Jack will always be on my mind.

Since Jack has passed away I have felt more lonely and I miss him everyday. One thing in this world money can’t buy is the memories of my beloved Jack.

Every time when I walk through the streets with jack and take a walk. I see Jack looking back at me and I feel like he sees all the difficult times we had and how I was always there for him. I feel like jack is saying that he is thanking me for not giving up on him and that I kept him throughout the difficult times. When Jack was blind I feel like he is thanking me for guiding him through everything. Since Jack lived in a dark world because he was blind I could tell he was afraid and anxious. I would tell him to not be scared and pat him for comfort. I was his light and gave him hope and strength. When the nights were cold I would cover him with a blanket. When he was thirsty I would bring water for him. When he was tired of walking I would put him a dog stroller. Sometimes at night I would wake up and feel he is laying beside me. But when I wake up it’s just a dream.